Friday, August 21, 2009

During the Hot days

Miko always in our heart

A month has passed, Miko's absence is slowly less obvios. Still remember her bushy tail, her tights swinging from side to side as i watch her move, her pinky ears and nose, the smell of her fur ( smell of dirt ) and her ever noisy barks.

Always mummy wanted to build you a house, but we didnt find the need as you will not choose to hide in your own compartment. You prefer to wander in circles, dig you paws into the soil..

After you had gone, Baby was very lonely, she yearns for our attention very much. She likes to hide in between the pot and the chair, where you would normally do. We decided to build her a house, and paint it white, just like you.

After a weekend of sawing, polishing, sweating and another weak of painting and giving it a final touch, here we present you your house Baby. Hope you like it.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Our lovely daughter

Mum and dad will always misses you, we hope that you live freely and happily at the rainbow bridge with your silver harness. Do wait for us there as we will be reunited soon.

There is a bridge connecting Heaven and Earth. It is called the Rainbow Bridge because of its many colors. Just this side of Rainbow Bridge is a special land.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills and valleys with lush green grass for all of our special friends, so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food and water and sunshine, and our friends are warn and comfortable. All the animals who have been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again...just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.

The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing. They miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. The bright eyes are intent, the nose twitches and the eager body quivers. Suddenly, this one breaks away from the group, flying over the green grass, legs carrying them faster and faster.

YOU have been spotted and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, NEVER to be parted again! The happy kisses rain upon your face. Your hands again caress the beloved head and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your long gone from your life, but never absent from your heart.

Then, you cross the Rainbow Bridge together... (

I never will have another you

From Mum to you

My dear Miko,Mum misses you dearly, why do you have to go? I haven't bath you, play with you, take you for walks, feed you delicious lamchop like i used to. Your dad is very sad too. I'm very sorry i were not around when you left. I'm truly sorry. I wish you are at a beautiful place, where you can run freely, where you have sand and water to play with, birds, food, and a shelter which is not too hot and cold.

I really wish i could come and be with you. I really wish to see you again, white as the snow, the noisy you. I missed your fur, your blue eyes, your furry tail, all of you. I wanna bring you to holiday again. Dear Miko, you have to be patient and wait for me at the heaven's gate. I hope you will be happy like you used to be there. I really misses you a lot, Baby will definately miss you too, Do you miss me?

From Dad to you

The weather seems dull and wet today, its like the sky had cried, knowing that you left us. I still remembered the first day you came, you had parvovirus few days after, nearly left us yet you made it. But this time, you were not that fortunate and lucky, the death god manage to get you.

You always made me angry, and sometimes made me very happy, maybe its because of who you are, that will make me misses you more.

When i carried you yesterday, my heart was crying deeply, it felt terrible, then i realized you have really grown alot. You had only went to a place where we will eventually go, i hope we meet again.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

A song to my heart

I've heard the quest of true love, just like the sky and land, seperating and uniting again,
but our journey was much simpler, no thrilling stories, or heart-touching scene.
I only need to be with you as each day pass, or to stay home together and do nothing,
I only need to use your last name, and my first name, to end this story.

From then on, there will be nothing else i want, even though the story is ordinary and simple,
as long as it is with you in it, that is what i want already.
What is love? It will be walking down the endless road with you,
sharing every little things.

And when our hair start to turn white, our love is just as young of the lovebirds.
I only want you to beby my side, from now till ever after, like in the fairytales. --Jacky Cheung

I am always touched by this song, seeing him sing in person on YouTube is even more touching.
I do not need a big house, or fancy car, or expensive cloths .... i just need you.

A curse

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A cat is borned to meow, a dog barks.

I never believe the theory that T once told me H years ago, that we both would not be able to sail of more than D years. Upon reaching D land, i was terrified, kept on counted the days, of which the curse will be bring upon me. Half convinced, half doubted.

Perhaps its time to believe, to the old man saying i have once ignored. As it has been come upon me - the terrible curse, that will change my life completely.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Trust your heart and let fate decide

Dream and plans are motivating, yet fragile. God made us unique in every way that there is no two men who are same, even the most unseperatable twins or the most loving lovebirds. There is no correct path or a correct decision, just do what your heart tells you and leave everything to fate.

There are infinity valueble discovery of this world, nature, mankind. Since i am easily contented, i too easily forgets what my dreams are. I believe everything happens for a reason, whether its bad or good. Without yesterday, we will never have today. Everything is a blessing in disguise.

Before the time runs out, before the clock stop tickling, before my energy starts to run out, before my knees start to hurt whenever i walk, before my vision gets blurry, before i start to forgets what my name is, i hope to walk this path which i has always hope to journey, a journey of 6 full moons. "There may be something there that wasn't there before"-- Beauty and the Beast.

Till then, I believe,
"Some day my prince will come, some day we'll meet again,
And away to his castle we go, to be happy forever i know,
And the birds will sing, and wedding bells will ring,
Someday when my dream comes true" -- Snow White