During the Hot days

Miko always in our heart

A month has passed, Miko's absence is slowly less obvios. Still remember her bushy tail, her tights swinging from side to side as i watch her move, her pinky ears and nose, the smell of her fur ( smell of dirt ) and her ever noisy barks.

Always mummy wanted to build you a house, but we didnt find the need as you will not choose to hide in your own compartment. You prefer to wander in circles, dig you paws into the soil..

After you had gone, Baby was very lonely, she yearns for our attention very much. She likes to hide in between the pot and the chair, where you would normally do. We decided to build her a house, and paint it white, just like you.

After a weekend of sawing, polishing, sweating and another weak of painting and giving it a final touch, here we present you your house Baby. Hope you like it.

Our lovely daughter

Mum and dad will always misses you, we hope that you live freely and happily at the rainbow bridge with your silver harness. Do wait for us there as we will be reunited soon.

There is a bridge connecting Heaven and Earth. It is called the Rainbow Bridge because of its many colors. Just this side of Rainbow Bridge is a special land.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills and valleys with lush green grass for all of our special friends, so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food and water and sunshine, and our friends are warn and comfortable. All the animals who have been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again...just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.

The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing. They miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. The bright eyes are intent, the nose twitches and the eager body quivers. Suddenly, this one breaks away from the group, flying over the green grass, legs carrying them faster and faster.

YOU have been spotted and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, NEVER to be parted again! The happy kisses rain upon your face. Your hands again caress the beloved head and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet...so long gone from your life, but never absent from your heart.

Then, you cross the Rainbow Bridge together... (http://www.novareinna.com/bridge/index.html)

I never will have another you

From Mum to you

My dear Miko,Mum misses you dearly, why do you have to go? I haven't bath you, play with you, take you for walks, feed you delicious lamchop like i used to. Your dad is very sad too. I'm very sorry i were not around when you left. I'm truly sorry. I wish you are at a beautiful place, where you can run freely, where you have sand and water to play with, birds, food, and a shelter which is not too hot and cold.

I really wish i could come and be with you. I really wish to see you again, white as the snow, the noisy you. I missed your fur, your blue eyes, your furry tail, all of you. I wanna bring you to holiday again. Dear Miko, you have to be patient and wait for me at the heaven's gate. I hope you will be happy like you used to be there. I really misses you a lot, Baby will definately miss you too, Do you miss me?


From Dad to you

The weather seems dull and wet today, its like the sky had cried, knowing that you left us. I still remembered the first day you came, you had parvovirus few days after, nearly left us yet you made it. But this time, you were not that fortunate and lucky, the death god manage to get you.

You always made me angry, and sometimes made me very happy, maybe its because of who you are, that will make me misses you more.

When i carried you yesterday, my heart was crying deeply, it felt terrible, then i realized you have really grown alot. You had only went to a place where we will eventually go, i hope we meet again.

A song to my heart

I've heard the quest of true love, just like the sky and land, seperating and uniting again,
but our journey was much simpler, no thrilling stories, or heart-touching scene.
I only need to be with you as each day pass, or to stay home together and do nothing,
I only need to use your last name, and my first name, to end this story.

From then on, there will be nothing else i want, even though the story is ordinary and simple,
as long as it is with you in it, that is what i want already.
What is love? It will be walking down the endless road with you,
sharing every little things.

And when our hair start to turn white, our love is just as young of the lovebirds.
I only want you to beby my side, from now till ever after, like in the fairytales. --Jacky Cheung

I am always touched by this song, seeing him sing in person on YouTube is even more touching.
I do not need a big house, or fancy car, or expensive cloths .... i just need you.

A curse

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A cat is borned to meow, a dog barks.

I never believe the theory that T once told me H years ago, that we both would not be able to sail of more than D years. Upon reaching D land, i was terrified, kept on counted the days, of which the curse will be bring upon me. Half convinced, half doubted.

Perhaps its time to believe, to the old man saying i have once ignored. As it has been come upon me - the terrible curse, that will change my life completely.

Trust your heart and let fate decide

Dream and plans are motivating, yet fragile. God made us unique in every way that there is no two men who are same, even the most unseperatable twins or the most loving lovebirds. There is no correct path or a correct decision, just do what your heart tells you and leave everything to fate.

There are infinity valueble discovery of this world, nature, mankind. Since i am easily contented, i too easily forgets what my dreams are. I believe everything happens for a reason, whether its bad or good. Without yesterday, we will never have today. Everything is a blessing in disguise.

Before the time runs out, before the clock stop tickling, before my energy starts to run out, before my knees start to hurt whenever i walk, before my vision gets blurry, before i start to forgets what my name is, i hope to walk this path which i has always hope to journey, a journey of 6 full moons. "There may be something there that wasn't there before"-- Beauty and the Beast.

Till then, I believe,
"Some day my prince will come, some day we'll meet again,
And away to his castle we go, to be happy forever i know,
And the birds will sing, and wedding bells will ring,
Someday when my dream comes true" -- Snow White

What I do when I have extra 20 min

What i do when i have an extra 20 min a day?

The answer:
Note : I was trying to act cool after 242 + x step to reach the top of the caves where the temple is. Just look at my veins and my fake smile :P

12 years old : 25 min to the top
18 years old : 15 min to the top
24 years old (current) : 20 min to the top
36 years old : i assume 25 min to the top
50 years old : hopefully 30 min to the top with some rest in between
62 years old : hopefully i would able to reach the top...

My First Baby Picture Public Appearance

I think i look like a boy with big innocent round eyes, strong but short arms and feets. Hehehe, i like being a baby!

Bye Bye Blister~

I woke up, dreaming i was playing golf in a course. But obviously i havent been to a golf course yet, therefore my brain fixed up everything in my mind with my pass memory.
I played on the playground in front of my house! And there's actually flag and holes there. Its funny how my mind works. As soon as i woke up, i told J, "Let's go range today!"
This is my visit to range after a couple of months, after a few helpful pin points here and there from my instructor, i finally managed to hit 75m with a iron 8. Bought myself a pair of gloves to stop the blister pain from killing me.

A pair of women's (luckily i didnt got the junior's one) StaCooler FootJoy gloves from the shop. It even smell aloe vera! This gloves offer me a very cool fit and light weight grip to the club. This will be my new baby from now on~ Until i complete 18 holes, baby, you are sticking with me~




















image taken from http://www.footjoy.com.my/catalog/womens.asp?c=230.

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Two Dearly Missed Faces

Kakak Nik has gone back for a month break, lil Sean has gone to his grandparents since no babysitter are currently available. Both factors = house chores + missy lil cute pretty Seanie :)

Two Happy Balls

My uncle used to give us used golfballs. Since there are not much use of the balls in a non-golfing family. J has found a smart way making it alive again. These are my 2 favourites.

Ouucchh!

Dear little Sean scalded his hand, I am not sure whether any of you have read the original story at http://www.littleskywalker.blogspot.com/. But here goes my version of it.

They were having a "hot porridge" under a tree at a small town in Ipoh. The wind was blewing softly, everyone was having a rest-day. All they could think of was what to eat later on, and what to buy home to KL. Each ordered their meal and J, being a caring mum order porridge for the little Sean since he only eats that porridge which also called - yucky rice soak in water for a long time.

Luke on the other hand, only eats what he drinks ordered a freshly squeeze orange juice, with lil ice. Few minutes later, while Sean was busying with his I-touch, Luke's drinks arrived. Sean eyesight immediately got hold of the icy cold orange juice which his all time hated bro - Luke is having obviously, he straight away got up from his 1 feet high baby chair, and press on to the table. "Pshhhahhhhhaaa" there goes his little winnie hand into a hot bowl of porridge which was meant to end of as "Sean's gold".

As soon as the "Psshhhahhhhaaaa" sounded, eaters at the food court all stop what they were eating and rush to the table of 'glory', giving the already panic parents words of wisdom from each and every one. They filtered all their comments and settle down with putting lil Sean scalded hand in icy cold water. Not sure if Sean is crying at this moment, or whether Luke is still hanging on to his drink, well who cares! His dad face is as black as C = 0, M = 0, Y = 0, K = 100.
The very unfortunate local friend who were joining their 'scared' meal, quickly direct them to a nearby hospital, which apprently wasnt that near due to him being panic and lost their way.

Finally they got to the hospital tired and hungry. The treatment was being round and round because someone told the doc Sean whole hand was BURNT instead of SCALD.

There goes a happy weekend holiday and they head back to the safest place on earth with all guardian angels around - HOME (with no hometown food!)

It was 5 days ago this happened, and look at Sean cute hands now!

My Trip to the Hospital

It was not my first time, waking up 6 oclock in the morning, dragging my lazy ass to the hospital with my grandma.

I never like the trip, not the part which i could accompany my grandma, but it's just sad to realize how much trouble one goes through just to see a doc. Most of them whom are senior citizens, either with a walking stick, or just too old to be queuing. Whenever i take a walk with my grandma, i always make an effort to slow down my pace, sometimes i even exagerate so she could walk ahead of me, thus making her feel younger.

There's just so much insecurities one gets when they gets older, equivalent to a baby who needs to be cuddle, all the time. I breifly summarize a very basic checkup trip my grandma goes through once every 3-4 months.

1. Wake up way early in the morning, and tag along my insane bro who works near the General Hospital.

2. Pacing to get to the counter to get a ticket, which will normally be around 6.40a.m.

3. Waits for the nurses to arrived. The nurse then call for her number which eventually leads to ANOTHER ticket.

4. Grab the ticket furiously and pacing to get to another department to wait again (around 8a.m.)

5. Waiting patiently outside the consultation room for the nurses in duty to call her name.

6. "Wong ___ ___!" (2sec- where my grandma will slowly gets up) ... "Wong ___ ___!" (2sec- where my grandma will furiously try to walk past other people) ... "Siapa Wong ___ ___?" (where the nurse finally get a glimpse of a sweet old lady waving to her)

7. She check her bp, weight and grandma waits again for her name to be call.

8. Around 8.45a.m, nurse called her name and finally grandma gets to make her way into the consultation room.

Damn, it still takes me 8 points to finalize a simple check up trip.

Mushroom Me

I just had a hair cut yesterday. I ask for this particular haircut after flipping through a comic. Too bad he said i can only do it in a few months time, as i cannot cut my long hair -> short hair. Have to be long -> medium -> short since i had curls last December.

I also ask to cut my fringe super short as it wouldn't bother me for a few months i hope. Hello mushroom me~

Get a Clearer Eyesight during a Heavy Rain

It was raining super heavy this afternoon. J told me to put on the sunglass for a better view. I doubted. Hesitately, I tried and wallah...

Left : Without any sunglass

Right : With my cheap sunglass i bought in Hatyai for rm10.

So next time in a rain, wear a sunglass!

Soft Feel for Ladies

Mr. T gave me this last weekend. It is suppose to have a softer feel & go further and straighter. I went on srixon.com.my to find out more of what this little baby can do, since i am definately not going to try it in person, it's a gift!

Going to range was once in a bluemoon thing now since i start going to the badminton court as it does less damange to my fingers joint as compare to golf. For someone my height, sports in a lot of areas are consider a disadvantage :( But short people are normally faster! Ha ha..

I remembered i hate my first range session after A LOT if air swings. I never went again for a few months. During my 2nd attempt, god knows how i was able to hit the damn ball! Then i started to practise in the office, ha ha. I started from air swing to 75- 90m, all with a 8 iron. It was then consider a leisure sport for me, to entertain those who needed to be entertain .haha..

So imagining i was going to hit these balls, it should goes 125m? Ha ha. Oh ya Thanks again Mr. T!

Today no happy face

Evil

Growing up with my lil nephews, makes me realise how vunerable kids are.

Situation
1. Leave him/her for just 5 secs, he might hit something, bleed, swell or crying like mad.
2. Bring him/her to the playground, he/she accidentaly fell down (which are at 80% of the possibility)
3. If so lucky, he/she did not fell and hurt himself, but forgot to wash his tiny lil hands and feets that eventually cause diaerhhea in a few day times.
4. Bacteria and virus infection - 99% of the time
5. Kidnap / abused / mistreated

Conclusion, they are like the blocks of white water tofu, which are not much difference that us, an adult, just in different ways.

When we were young, our parents loves us more than themself, making sure we do not leaves any physical scar after every fall, feeding us nourished food, making sure we have enough cloths to keep us warm. I feel very sad when i see adults mistreating themself with ciggarates, drugs, a lot of amount of alcohol. What is most cherish and taken care of are then go to waste. How devastating!

Unfortunately, not everyone have a heart. Read more here http://mt.m2day.org/2008/content/view/18824/84/ and you will see why. I do not know who he is, where he is from, how he died, why he died, when he died, I am just terribly sad to see the diagnosis of the report, the image itself and the fact that it actually did happened, somewhere in mankind.

How much sleep do I need

How much sleep do you need depends on age.

1. Baby needs 16-18 hours

2. Adults

3. Me > 20 hours

I am so sleepy...zzz....Ngokrrrrk...nogkrrrr....zzZZ...

Sad are those who lost themself

My brother used to tell me, to be sucessful in business, you have to be smart, in other words, wicked. Since young, i use to refer him as my role model, till now. I'm not really sure whether he knows everything, but he sucessfully convince me that he does..ha ha..what a irony.

I do not necessary follow every step of his though, i am happy with my own thoughts, some which are not a inheritance from him.

Business is not all about making money to me, it's a mutual feeling of satisfication of both parties, both give and take, therefore i will always remain very happy though i might not earn a lot of money. There's no line in between right and wrong in me, the definition is in my heart. I've been brought up by a very typical with very strong principal family. Money does not play a big role in us, in fact, to love, to care and to share is what matters most.

Today i learnt an very important lesson, a lesson it cannot be learnt earlier more eagerly. It is very important to face all situation peacefully, wisely. It is not who was at wrong that matters, but how can i settle a problem in the most practical way. Complaints, anger makes people lose themselves and they get nothing by the end of the day. Only a bunch of memories of negative thoughts and how superior they are than other people, which will get them no where in life.

After a long week, finally i will be having a great weekend off! Whats better than to cool things down at a cold breezy vacation holiday..

So in love with Benjamin

It was wednesday, the show was 3 hours, only rm2 for an hour for a perfect romantic show.

Why do they have to make Brad Pit so cute that makes every girl falls for him by the end of the show. So sad....

It's definately a good show to watch!

Just Different!

There are just different types of people out there. Some makes the world a better place, some creates troubles, some settles problem. Without the bad ones, we wouldnt know who are the good ones. It's just a cirlce of life, living between a balance.We expect people to be just like us, ethical and sincere. Yet sometimes human are too selfish, too errogant, and let us down.

However, i thank them, for showing me the other side of human being. For now i am a wiser man, to identify the good and the bad, so i will not fall into the same trap again.

Migraine

It happens again...it felt like the strings in my head are pulled so tightly...

At this time, panadol always come in handy. If possible i try to avoid consuming it, but i have already booked a 2 hours badminton game with Mandy. Like it or not, gupp.. i had it. It was worsening, i bet its the hot weather + sleepiness in me.

I hope a good night sleep will cure me. Off to bed! zzz.ZZzzz...

Think & Listen

A lot of times i feel that my uneducated grandma has more good qualities than those who are highly educated. I learnt from her to respect, to be compassionate and most of all to be humble. This recalls my memory of a word my parents told me, i forgot it was either high school or pre-uni, but it is not important when but what they said. "No matter what you do, what you have / who you are, be humble."

At first, i thought it was said for the fear we would might step on someone's tail. However, after all the years of living by the saying, i finally found out that it was not for the sake of other people, it was all - for ourselves.

To be humble, theoratically, its very easy. That would means that you do not boast. But that is not all it meant, its not the "do not" that matters, it was the "do".

By being humble, the very first step we gotta do is to listen. Very easily said than be done. How often do we listen to what others have to said. Some very simple conflict can be settled by listening. Alot of tragedies could be avoided if we just open our ears to what is happening around us. Sound dosent travel for no reason. Sound transfer in all direction miraculously so that we all are able to listen, to the heart and minds of other people. We gain more by keeping your mouth shut rather than babbling all the way sometimes.

It is human nature that we hate to admit our weaknesses, but it is our weakness that will makes us understand what area we are lack of and makes us stronger, wiser.

Knowledge is just out there waiting for us to discover, just ask and you shall receive. Many people say i just don't know that / i just dont have the genes of a genius. Its definately a very negative thinking and it will bring you no where. For worst, some even act and talk as they know everything but in fact, they know nothing. Jadilah ubi kayu, jangan jadi tin kosong. If we are unsure, we should and always ask. There's nothing wrong to ask and gain wiser. Why runaway from one question for your whole life when you can just get the solution by asking. We were given ears and mouth for a reason, i believe we are sometimes too lucky that we misuse / forgotten what we have.

Deadly Mosquitoes

Weeiinng....weeiinng.....(itch)....weeiinng....

Thats all it takes to ruin a good night sleep, a wonderful sweet dream...

I doubt its the protective screen on the window going old, else where would these deadly irritating mosquitoes come from. On a good note, i would have a perfect excuse to myself to switch on the air-cond. Whew...

Another great sunday morning on the way...

Finally, 3rd Attempt!

This is my 3rd attempt of creating a blog and finally settling down to maintaining it. I have to admit i have a poor sense of remembring things that are due 24 hours and more. The first two attempt was either forgetting my username/ blogname/ password or just plain lazy to blog.

Hopefully this time will be once and for all thing.

I've manage to jot down in mind a recipe from Asia Food Channel last night before little Sean started crying for god knows what reason.

Italian Meatballs!
1 ground beef
half cup of milk mixed with half cup of breadcrumbs
Grated onions and garlics
Little Italian nutmeg / nutmeg will do
1 egg yolk to combine all the ingredients
Some parsley leaves for flavour
Last and foremost - some salt and pepper

This receipe will hav to wait for my first experiment for my rating, which will be soon.

Baby will be making his first Taiwanease Mee Sua today.
To baby : Good Luck
To his family : My prayers will be with you for his first "mee sua". Ha ha